baharu.

aku benci kau. dengan kwn2 sakai kau tu. dengan kau yg kau rasa kau bagus pdhal tak kemana pun kau. tolonglah. pdhal, kau sama je dengan aku, kau sama je kau takde beza. kenapa kau nak jadik org lain? knp kau tak nak jadik diri kau sendiri? aku tau ni bukan kau. nnt kan aku nak pegi jauh. jauh dari kau, brapa lama aku pegi aku tatau. tp bila aku balik, aku nak tgk kau, aku nak rasa happy sbb kau da berubah. sbb kau bukan kau yang dulu. aku nak pura2 kau org baru yg aku tak pernah kenal. aku nak mula semula.






sori, harini, mmg aku tak cukup happy
lala.

this is absolutely for you.

Its sad, when people you know, become people you knew

When you walk right past someone like they were never a part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely look at them

sometimes.

i wait for you. to say a simple 'hi' to me





and u know, i hate waiting. kan?

jojoba

..........
the mrsm test was so hard.

i write this post just because,

i miss you.
okay? read that, i've grown tired of this. why do i miss you? do i know you? do u even know me? u know, when u lied, it hurts, so bad. why? im asking you this, arent u tired of it? hey and dont blame me, if its hard for me to believe you. i think i'll never be able to do that again, i cant trust you. i just cant.

i hate you
i dont care anymore, i dont give a damn about you, about your life, or how u're living in it. i wont be bother if u have a new girlfriend, and the shit about you guys, all the stupid mess, all the dramas, booho, no i dont care.














ok fuck, i lied okay. i dont know why, but i keep coming back to you, i will be bother i u have a new girlfriend. i do care.

i really do hope that you will read this.

eyelash

i love this :)

miniature

basically im doing nothing these days,
please help me,
before i suffocate into this boredom.
i think i need a sunrise because im so tired of this sunset.
i need a new weather.
i dont want another ordinary day.

a big applause to dalila, without her, i'll kill myself.

p/s; i just realise that i am afraid of changes. or am i being selfish? hm.